Sunday, June 29, 2008

It Seems i've decided to "ReSigN fr WorkinG"

Finally i guess its the time where i can really give 100% in my studies...
work gone... the one i love the most gone.... my new car got problem of getting it in my hands
*sad* ..... oh well pearly seriously this time of me falling .. is like breaking and shattering my whole leg .... i wan to get back up but not easy ... hope tis pain does last for awhile only not too long pls GoD....

i'm really exhausted and fed up and worn out becoz of this problems... adding that i fell ill twice this month =.= WtFFFFFF wei... this is too much but what to do ... life has to go on...
maybe is a new beginning for me gua... and yah more time for me to blog as well since .. NOW WORK LoLss....

end of story for today @_@

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Everything seem To fall apart but never give UP~

When things does not goes ur way... its easy to be crushed by the disappointments...
every now and then... i've been through hell and heaven.. can be said that... there is nothing in this world i've never "taste"...Sometimes i do ask God why do i need to be in a situation where
is full of loneliness... suffering... bitterness...

My dad once said to me and until now it still rings in my ears... ~ boy ~~ Life is what u make out of it , not what u want it to be~~ when is not urs is not urs~~ no matter how hard life is just dun give up~~ nevermind if u fall , get up and make sure u stand with ur chin higher ... thx dad
no matter what u r alwiz the person that shape me to who i am today...

oh ya .. adding to that my new car would be delayed... thx to some 'banks' my loan could not approve... sigh ... need to find alternatives or maybe somebody to bear my loan..
my mom ? cannot already full of commitments... my dad? worst duwan to burden him 2 years more he is retiring... and yet my bebe ...............

my bebe wants to pause the relationship in a moment.. test and trials are up for me .. without
a second for me to at least breathe... Life = incredibly not up to ur taste but up to "him"

i'll just go on with it and see how it would turn... like a friend of mine said ~~ U IRON MAN MA!
...ok =.= i'll stay strong

Thursday, June 26, 2008

i lost the war twice this month

sigh ... i lost the war again and which war .. food poisoning war...
why God why me ? - - maybe is the freaking economy rice..
always wonder are there any hygiene officers checking this food stalls randomly and frequently?
medicine really makes a person condition worsen... its true = = even though it kills the virus or bacteria ... it also weakens ur immune system ... bla bla bla
i'm not gonna continue ... science stuffs ... zzzzzzzzz

anywayz my new myvi will be pearl white =)
something to look forward to ... my prayers are answered finally... after all this years
haha...
hope i get better soon and i will ... miss my frens and lectures..
sadddddd

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

My First Day of Blogging =.=

ok how can i start ...... mmm yeah i knoe how ?? lol

new blog new car .... muahaha catn wait for my myvi a.k.a vivi to arrive..

i've alwayz wanted to mod k-kompak cars hehe .. so now tis is my turn to shine

shoo shooo 350z's and impreza's here comes my DVVT 1.3 not yet turbo-ed myvi



...Sigh today works sux.... tried to repair a 325 bmw E46 ... suddenly i dropped the air gun on my F***ING toe >.<>